SG, an update

As one of you already knows, the female known as SG has returned.  Not in the "I'm going to text you whenever I'm bored" way, but in an interested and wanting way.  She has been texting me all hours of the day, and I have been playing it surprisingly aloof.  Surprising in that I have been able to remain very guarded, and not stick my big dumb foot in my mouth and surrender my power to her.  

I think anyone dealing with college aged male and female relationships recognizes the emotional maturity this requires, and I will not disagree with this assessment.  If you want to play ball, sometimes you have to play by the home court rules.  Whoever can remain seemingly apathetic, confident, hide their neediness and desperation longest wins, so I will be sure to hold out.  

As for the girl in question, she stands about 5'3, weighs maybe 105 lbs., has natural blonde hair, clear blue eyes, and is so hot she nude models for the University art classes (we are in discussion about how I can get involved, 9 bucks an hour to stand around naked ? Hell yes! I'm in).  And good God she is silly! If I weren't so tentative about the things that have happened in the past with her, I would be more apt to be interested in her.  For now, I just know she's hot interested in me, and forgets to be relieved of her cell phone when she gets drunk.

3:46 am: "I can't wait to be alone with you."

I was asleep by this point, she was out "with her girls."

3:56 am: "And I want our first kiss to be amazingly perfect. Yes that means I want to kiss u...My girls say it's gonna be awkward when we kiss, cuz you're like a foot taller."

Before this, no mention of us even hanging out had been made.  It was just flirtish texts about nothing in particular. Later that day I got to hear about how she wanted to be in the shower with me.  This girl has spent maybe 20 minutes with me in person.  Anybody else think that's weird?  I'm not saying she's a skank (she might be, I'm starting to detect some body image issues), what I am saying is that something is coming off strange to me.  Maybe she's a girl that hasn't always been this pretty, so she has to prove her sexual power over men by being a bit-- more than a bit, a lot-- of a tease.  Her personality tells me she's not always been attractive, she's way too goofy and willing to laugh at herself to be a hottie from day one.  

I think we are going to hang out soon.  Maybe tonight, maybe a few nights from now.  I don't know exactly what to expect.  Furthermore, I wonder if I should let go of the past with her and just live in the moment and be ok with that.  What's the worst that could happen?

On a side note, and as a result of a huuuuuge help from mah girl X, I now have installed a better counter on my blog.  Mainly I did it so that I could track customer satisfaction, buying trends, and advertisement for product placement.  As a result I discovered that someone who has visited this blog is remarkably close to me.  I mean, like freaky scary, 5 minutes away close.  Does that concern me? Nah.  If the person in question falls under the female classification, and is hot, I hope she hits me up.  And to the fella that is now following my blog: Thanks.  For some reason, I just feel very flattered by that.  Female that is close to me, leave a comment.  If you pay attention to the posts here, I'm sure you could see that you are around me