I am suspending my blogging.  My dozens of unfinished entries, my incredibly busy schedule resulting from finals, my ambivalence towards my original desire, and my apathy just dictate that right now I need to give it a rest.  It's getting a little difficult to keep the drive alive, and I am having some reservations about some things that have come to my attention.  Moreover, I feel different than I did when I started.  My interests are not the same as they were.  Standing in a different place while looking at the same things, the definition of maturation.  I can't keep doing the same things, my world does not tolerate still.  Still is ugly to me, I want to move, want to go, want to be in the middle of something motion, leave the eddy and touch the aerated water.